i am a mother of three beautiful children. i have been enjoying my time at home with them. I feel so lucky to be home and enjoy all these moments with them and our family. It is not glamorous and sometimes I think I might go crazy but I love my three bugs more than anything else. I started this blog after I lost my mom (about 3 yrs ago) with the intention of writing about the ups and downs and the loss we felt...I did not keep it up like I intended...3 months ago I gave birth to a gorgeous baby girl who I love to pieces. I know she is a gift from my mom and again our lives are forever changed.